If I ever want to really look nice going somewhere is takes literally two hours longer; like me normally: am I wearing clothes? good to go.
otherwise its like shower blow-dry hair makeup 5 outfit changes and anxiety.
a relationship will not cure your issues, no matter how hard young adult books and films try to push that notion on us. if you have depression or bipolar or anxiety or whatever, getting into a relationship isn’t going to cure that or make it go away. person with illness + relationship = ill person in a relationship. please don’t put all of your focus on finding someone to fix you, focus on fixing yourself the right way.